I dreamt that my apartment was being rented out as an event venue. But the apartment in my dream looked nothing like my apartment in real life. In my dream, I lived in a huge penthouse apartment with my boyfriend. He borrowed my car to go to the store (as he always does in real life) and as soon as he left, large crowds of people started showing up. Some of them were looking around saying “Wow this is cute!” and then discussing how to decorate it for their big event. I also recognized some acquaintances from real life who simply showed up to attend the event. I wanted to call my boyfriend so that he wouldn’t come back shocked and angry, but I lost my phone. I spent a long time trying to find it. I ended up borrowing a phone from one of my acquaintances, but for some reason instead of standing still to dial his number, all I could do was walk around in a panic and I kept bumping into people while trying to enter his number, which made me very anxious that it was so hard to reach him. I remember feeling like my heart was beating so fast while I tried to call him, it was the only thing that mattered in the moment. He didn’t answer the first time. The second time, I accidentally called my mom, who answered and asked me where my phone was, causing me more anxiety. After talking to my mom I called my boyfriend again, but instead of him answering, our close friend Tesa answered and I explained to her what was going on. For some reason my biggest fear was that my boyfriend was going to be angry. My voice was shaking and I was terrified. Tesa gave me advice for how to talk with him about it and then gave him the phone. All my boyfriend said was “Hey” and I asked him “Did Tesa tell you?” And he said “Yes” and I started rambling nonstop. It felt like I was pouring my heart out with things I have been waiting to tell him ever since I lost my phone. I was talking so fast. I said “So I don’t know what your thoughts are but I didn’t even know this was a possibility when we signed our lease! I know we just renewed but we need to talk to the landlord about this because it’s not acceptable…” and I kept going on and on without giving him a chance to speak. Then I woke up in a panic because my dream anxiety was that strong!
Dreams often reflect our subconscious thoughts, emotions, and experiences, and interpreting them can provide insights into our waking lives. Here's a breakdown of the elements in your dream and their possible meanings:
Apartment as an Event Venue: This could signify a feeling of being exposed or vulnerable. Your living space, which is typically a private sanctuary, is being turned into a public space. It might represent anxieties about your personal life or relationships being scrutinized by others.
Penthouse Apartment: Dreaming of a larger and more luxurious home may indicate desires or aspirations for a more fulfilling life or relationship. It could reflect a wish for growth or improvement in your current situation, particularly in your living arrangements or your relationship with your boyfriend.
Boyfriend Borrowing Your Car: This familiar action reflects your daily life but within a more elaborate setting. It might symbolize trust and reliance within your relationship, coupled with your anxiety about being apart from him during a chaotic moment.
Crowds of People: The presence of crowds could represent feelings of overwhelm or loss of control. This could indicate anxiety about social situations or a fear of judgment from others, especially if they are acquaintances in your life.
Phone Anxiety: The struggle to reach your boyfriend may symbolize communication issues or fears of miscommunication in your relationship. Losing your phone suggests a feeling of being disconnected or inadequately equipped to handle a situation.
Panic and Heart Racing: Intense anxiety in dreams often mirrors stress or worries from your waking life. This may suggest that you are currently dealing with unresolved emotions or issues that are making you feel anxious.
Conversation with Tesa: Seeking advice from a friend in your dream highlights the importance of support systems and advice. It could also suggest that you’re yearning for guidance when faced with conflict or anxiety.
Talking Nonstop: This might indicate a fear of being misunderstood or expressing feelings that you've kept bottled up. Your urge to pour your heart out reflects a deep need for open communication in your relationship, along with worries about your boyfriend’s reaction.
Overall, this dream portrays an amalgamation of your personal feelings of vulnerability, anxiety surrounding communication with loved ones, and a desire for clarity and support in your relationship. It may be valuable to consider how these themes are manifesting in your waking life, and whether there are any underlying concerns or feelings you need to address with your boyfriend.